Loyalty is a Curse

Why must I cling to you?
Why must I stick to you like glue?
Why must I adore you?
The love, it is so true
I want to hate you
I want to kick you till you're blue
My pain is your pain
That is what I wish on you
You no longer have a care
You've turned your back on me
But I guess it's only fair

I was not the best to you
I stomped on your heart with knives
But you've shattered mine
These lonely tears can only prove

My Loyalty
Is my Curse
It is not willing
But by force
My Curse
Is my Loyalty
My Curse
Is You

You've seen me cry
Right in front of you
You've heard my sobs
They whispered in your ears
You wrote me a note
Begging me to get over you
I said I couldn't
You said you couldn't either

I was not the best to you
But I was better than you were
And here we are
You're in your world
And I am in mine

My Loyalty
Is my Curse
It is not willing
But by force
My Curse
Is my Loyalty
My Curse
Is You

It is not my love
That feeds this
It is distant memories
Snapshots of us together
I said we wouldn't last
You said forever
My curse is self-inflicted
For I believed in you
Now you are free
And I will let you be

My Loyalty
Is my Curse
It is not willing
But by force
My Curse
Is my Loyalty
My Curse
Is You